Can i be bride?

hi i am boy 19 yr. i want to come in woman world. i wear all feminine stuff and jewellary. i remove my body hair twice a month . my hair as long upto my knees. my fig is 36-28-36. even i wear bra. which make me y. my sister and i share each stuff and jewellary. i wear her nighties. i have girl friend who is longer than me . i cal her my boyfriend. she give me gift as saree, salwar suit. etc. tel me is m right. i m boy or girl. can i be her bride