Verryyy stressed, tensed and depressed!!! Help please....?

You are talking environmental depression created by feelings of frustration at not being able to control what is going on around you......I am an adult but can relate (had jobs the same way, but being addicted to food, lights, water, heat, etc. in this economy did not have a choice......) I know it is hard but you need to sit down with your mom and explain to her that keeping you in this school is neglect...ask her when your dad is gone to have a rational conversation........because of your depression and the way you feel about this school. I would explain that you would be much better off in a public school, and ask her what you two can do to work this out. Explain to her that you are in real distress and forcing you back to that school will likely lead to another hospitalization for depression.....and neither of you two want that......ASK her what it is going to take for her and your father to allow you to change schools. Tell her you are willing to work hard and do your best, not get into trouble and that you want to see a doctor/counselor about your depression issues.......If she refuses tell her that you wish to see a psychologist ASAP and explain to that person your feelings and why you MUST get out of that school..(the long story you did not relate here).and have that person explain to your parents.......If she refuses to get you a psychologist, I would call the local child protective services and file a complaint for medical neglect. EVEN THOUGH your parents can make decisions for you (and can force you to attend which school they want) they must follow a certain set of basic guidelines relating to parenting; those basic guidelines are the same in all of the USA.....You have to feed, clothe, and OBTAIN PROPER MEDICAL ATTENTION for your children. Basic human rights......as I said if your mom won't listen, the psychologist will; and if your parents won't take you before you call CPS they will afterwords..................I feel sorry for you in the fact that I learned a long time ago that it is best to listen to your children and allow them to make their own (reasonable) decisions.........It has worked out well.......5 girls and 2 boys raised by a single dad, and open communication is the rule here, not the exception.......They CANNOT wait to tell me things and at times it drives me nutz sometimes, but I KNOW it is best in the long run......did you know that my 16 yr old daughters older friend Rebbecca just got married, and on her wedding night she got so drunk she puked on her husbands private area while giving him oral pleasure? Now ya do...........I could write a book that would sell like hotcakes in the local schools, but would also start a whole lot of breakups, riots and murders.........LMAO BUT my kids feel free to tell me anything and (knock on wood) they are all happy and well adjusted, nobody has been suspended, arrested, hospitalized, or pregnant..............I would suggest you try to work out open communication with at least your mom.....of course it also entails BOTH of you telling each other the truth about everything.......that is the only way it works......BUT would make you less frustrated......Even if I say no at least the kids had freedom of speech........(I feel that is also a basic human right for all, minors included)........Good Luck